cinders1984

01:58 pm: blah, blah, blahg
no one reads this, but it's okay.

i am tired of school. one year to go? for english, yes. for women's studies 1.5

i keep telling myslef it will be totally worth it. why? so when people ask i can say "i have 2 bachelor's degrees. and yes, i do still work at starbucks (or insert other mediocre job)."

sigh.

but, i am getting married and that is neat. my first purchase are the shoes. one thing down, only a million to go.

02:58 am: in seattle right now, leaving tomorrow. i am sad. bought a lot of used books, some records, some clothes, ikea stuff, some tea, other stuff. overall a wonderous experience. not looking forward to 12 hours of driving. poo.

02:05 am: so, today just helped to further my justification for hating school and withdrawing. i am not withdrawing--but i want to. i keep giving myself excuses as to why i should or why i can. today was the worst workshop experiece ever. theatrics aside, i can take some pretty heavy criticism. today went far beyond that for me. all in all, i hate life. for now.

04:43 am: i just watched salad fingers again. i almost forgot how very strange--yet somehow entertaining it is.

also, i am excited to move into a roomate free environment. i think that my life is moving in a different direction and i look forward to it.

<3

05:50 am: <3<3<3
happy day. woke up, went to the mall, had an eye exam, found out i am near sighted in one eye and far sighted in the other. bought some glasses, look pretty nerdtastic. went to class. had some take out at home with sean. making some dessert. then goodnight. <3

04:49 am: hello, hello
so, ghetto! someone definitly accessed my myspace and change my quote and about me to "i'm a dumb slut" and "i want to fuck anybody" or something to that effect. why, i am unsure. but, whatev. that's ghetto and i am sure that the guilty knows that. it's lame and sort of funny. the end. <3

02:51 pm: margaret, this is mommy...
josh is taking me to get a book signed by margaret cho tomorrow! weeeeee! in berkeley! i am so excited!

11:41 am: hello pretty
i want to go to bright eyes--i hope tickets are not sold out. hot cinnamon unset tea makes me happy, it tastes like spicy goodness in my mouth. i don't want to go to work, but rather lay around all afternoon and cuddle up. i need to go grocery shopping. i want to buy baby stuff for my cousins baby--aurora. i can't even handle how much i want to see her. i am going to get her a baby sign language book b/c baby sign is sweet.

<3

06:48 am: early in the morning
i woke up at 5:50 am today--now i must go to the library and feign studiousness.

i wonder, early this morning, how do people function without the convenience of the debit card--in this society?

10:18 am: i got to new york in 2 months! weeeee!!!!!